... Yet here we are.
I'll explain.
Once upon a time in another chapter of my life, I dabbled in the blog world. It was something I decided to do "because everyone else was doing it", and I thought I needed some sort of creative outlet. Another interesting thing to note about this time? It was Venus retrograde in Leo (2015).
If you've been keeping up with astrology weather this Summer, you'll be well aware of the lengthly Venus Rx transit that had a key effect on the "weird feeling" Cancer and Leo season (aka Summer social time) seemed to give everyone (myself included). When I say I went through some serious re-branding, I'm talking I'm rebranding on a core level. I'm getting back to my most authentic self from the inside out. Yes, I realize that sounds almost self gratifying. But trust me, it's not. It's ugly. Regenerative, yes. But, ugly.
So why, you might be asking, am I talking about rebranding and a hobby I swore I wouldn't pick up again? It all comes down to Big Leo Energy and the beauty of Venus retrogrades.
What is a retrograde in astrology?
In astrology, Venus retrogrades hold significant meaning as they occur when the planet Venus appears to move backward in its orbit from our perspective on Earth. This phenomenon happens roughly every 18 months and lasts for about six weeks. During this period, the energy of Venus undergoes a subtle shift, urging us to reflect, reassess, and reconsider matters related to love, relationships, beauty, and personal values. Venus retrogrades encourage us to delve deep into our emotional landscapes, encouraging introspection and introspection in matters of the heart. It is a time to reevaluate our desires, rekindle self-love, and reassess our approach to relationships, allowing us to gain clarity and make necessary adjustments to enhance our overall well-being.
Having this happen in the sign of Leo brings forth a significant shift in the realm of love, creativity, and self-expression. Leo's fiery and passionate nature added an intense flair to this retrograde period, encouraging us to examine our desires, passions, and how we seek validation from others (this was something personally I was forced to take a hard look at). If you spent a significant amount of time reassessing your self-worth, exploring your creative potential, and reconsidering the way you express love and affection, you were not alone! This retrograde urged us to dive deep into our hearts and rediscover our true desires, allowing us (hopefully and ideally) to emerge with a renewed sense of self and a clearer vision for our relationships and artistic pursuits.
I've always been a writer.
Before I was any job title, I was a writer. I used to observe people in public when I was a child and make up background stories for them. This could literally entertain me for HOURS! (Pisces Sun / Leo Moon, hello). I never really had enough self-confidence or security in my talent to achieve true vulnerability in my art. This is not a struggle exclusive to me, I know. I've never been brave with my work. You have to be brave to be open with your creativity. (I'm talking to you Virgos! Stop criticizing yourselves and start sharing!)
Courage is a trait Leo proudly claims. This does not mean that it always comes easily. In fact, I would consider the thought that being confident is actually very hard for Leos. But without challenge, we would not grow, And this is how the fake confidence becomes the real thing. Or, so I thought. Through this Venus retrograde I've come to humbly learn that real confidence (in a healthy form) can only come from living in a place of honesty and authenticity. This is challenging! It requires constant vulnerability (something very difficult for Leos) and the ability to be honest, even when it requires all of your softness.
Leo is the sign of children and all the wonder and joy they hold. Play, play, play! Do you remember what lit you up as a child? What brings you that freedom feeling that can only come from unbridled joy? For me, it was writing.
The last time I attempted blogging, it wasn't authentic. I was trying to fit in and be trendy. I wrote about things I didn't really want to, just so it would get clocks. It made me hate writing. So then, of course it was only a matter of time until I stopped! Which I did.
Yet here I am.
It's never too late to re-examine what brings you joy. You can choose minute by minute to be true to yourself and honest with others. Where there is pride in authenticity, there is no shame. I'm excited to be here. Thank you for joining me!
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